A Time and A Place

A few years ago, I became pretty entrenched in the occult and magick.

Not much has changed, but as I return to my library to re-read my collection of books on the subjects, I wonder why I presently am indifferent towards it all.

Is this a new level of skepticism?

I'm not really a fan of fiction--

I prefer to read about facts and theories.

But please give me some fantastical story in the form of alternate dimensions and infinite worlds.

I've been thinking a lot about what kind of films need to be created in this lifetime and I have come to this conclusion: 'films that are complex, visual and hypnotic.'

Now, what does that entail?

We are missing the great minds of this generation.

People today are too involved in themselves, their idea of the 'dream' and what comes with 'living it.' Such psychobabble.

Where are our undergrounds?

Where are the truly crazy and mystikal beings that will leave their mark?

I guess either their time has passed, or I am living the wrong life.

Idol.

I don't know how I feel about this yet, but I am glad Anger is back.



Kenneth Anger is one of my biggest influences. His re-emergence during my lifetime is something I never foresaw or hoped for,
but I'm glad that it's out and in plain view for others.

Illusions of Grandeur

You know why...?

I feel good about today.

"Your ideas will be as unsound as your character.
You will be tormented, melancholy, menaced, overwhelmed by an inexplicable dark feeling
that something awful is going to happen. You will be disturbed, upset, troubled and tormented."



Do what thou wilt--then do nothing else.

Sensory Vomit

My mind is too full so I gotta throw some stuff up.



































Back to burning my reel onto DVDS.
I can't wait to escape again.