Wednesday, February 3, 2010



I knew I should have perfected my skateboarding before moving to New York.
I look at the concrete and asphalt all over the place and wish I could be one of those
skateboarders who don't fear the traffic and extreme cracks in the sidewalks.


There have been a lot of other things bothering me about myself and how I spend my time.
Part of me loves this really laid-back life, where I don't have to expect anything from anyone
and answer to no one. I hate feeling responsible for things that are out of my reach and responsibility.
However, I have yet to be inspired to create something new. I don't want my creativity to dwindle into
nothingness and nostalgia. I keep coming up with excuses: I don't have a Wacom tablet, I need a new sketchbook,
DUAL MONITORS WOULD IMPROVE MY QUALITY OF LIFE, I wish I had an electric guitar...
Any breathing human being has experienced these things at some point in their life.


I guess all I can do until inspiration/motivation hits is quote from this lovely graphic novel
that I once based my life off of when I was 13 years old.

"There's nothing terribly wrong with feeling lost, so long as that feeling precedes some plan
on your part to actually do something about it. Too often a person grows complacent with their
disillusionment, perpetually wearing their "discomfort" like a favorite shirt.
I can't say I'm very pleased with where my life is just now,
but I can't help but look forward to where it is going."



Unitl I regain sanity xo


Christopher Love said...

uninspired moments will eventually turn themselves around!

charles said...

said perfectly.

Noël said...

Do you want to start some sort of artistic exchange thingie? Where I make something small/video or image oriented and you make something off of that and then I make something off of it? Like a small animation or animated gif? Like motion love letters.

Let me know <3

I know how you feel, I've been feeling it for over a year now... it comes and goes too.